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Brigitte May led a life enough out norm (sects, drogues,expériences métaphsiques and sexual, etc.). she happened to from it to live in a cerceuil while waiting to give itself/themselves the death, passage of which she discounted the delivery susceptible to make reach him the Truth and the love. However, floored February 26, 1984 in the cellar of the Rue Lhomond by a personal experience in which she believes reconaître the Christ emerging in his/her/its life, she estimates false tracks all that some what she tried to achieve; gone to Lebanon, she/it discovers the physical and moral misery of the war and the postwar, and she/it devotes herself/itself to his/her/its reconstruction.

C' is why, by '' testimonies" given in France and in Switzerland, then by the pages of this work, she/it wants to allow the other to avoid to enter into what appears to him henceforth like dead ends.

Who would this be your past experiences you one track to proclaim your itinerary and to affirm your convictions thus? - No, she/it answers. All these experiences only succeed to the chaos and to nothing; and it is the Christ who delivered of it to me. Don't let yourselves engluer therefore in these deceptive appearances, be the men and the really free women, disoponbles with regard to the mind that, even already to Lebanon, breath '' Au-delè of the veil... ".
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'' Sister Brigitte The Woman who raises some Mountains. ''

February 26, 1984: shut in in the cellar that serves him of lodging since several years, Brigitte May is determined to die. After having tasted touts the maginalités and to all excesses, the young teacher arrived at the end of her desperate wandering.

Eight years later, how the renconnaître in this small French who, to the heart of the occupied Lebanon, ruined and divided, do open out an extraordinary energy to save the despair of the hundreds of people? She/it raised of her/its ashes a high school of 800 pupils and raised every day of the mountains to create clinics, orphanages, small trades, multiple activities that give back to each his/her/its dignity. By his/her/its verb and his/her/its action, the one that all in Lebanon call "Sister" Brigitte knew to provoke an immense impetus of fraternity, with the help of the maronite nuns of Batroum, to the north of Beirut, and of the association ''
The Children of the Cedars" in France.

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Like me as you are!
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I know your misery, the fights and the tribulations of your souls; the weakness and the infirmities of your body; I know your cowardice, your sins, your failings,; I tell to you nevertheless; Give me your heart,

Like me as you are!
If you wait to be an angel to deliver you to the love, you will never like me. Even though you often fall again in these mistakes that you would never like to know, even though you are loose in the practice of the virtue, I don't take the liberty not to like me.
Like me as you are!
To every instant and in some position that you are, in the devotion or in the drought, in the fidelity or in disloyalty.

Like me as you are!

I want the love of your indigent heart; so, to like me, you wait to be perfected, won't you like me jamais.Ne could not I make of every sand grain a seraph all radiant of purity, nobility and love?

Would not I be able to, of only one sign of my will, to make emerge of the nothing of the thousands of saints, a thousand times more perfect and liking than those that I created? And if he/it pleases me to let for ever in nothing these marvelous beings and to prefer them your poor love!

My child, let me like you, I want your heart. I intend well to form you, but while waiting, I like you as you are. And I wish that you make in the same way; I want to see, of the bottom of your misery, to bring up the love.

I like in you until the weakness. I like the love of the poor people; I want that, of the indigence, rise this scream continuously: Lord, I like you. It is the song of your heart that imports me.

What do I have need of your science and your talents? These are not the virtues for that I ask you, and if I gave of it to you, you are so weak that soon self-esteem would mingle itself of it; don't worry about it.

I could have destined you to big things; no, you will be the useless servant, I would even take you the few that you have because I created you for the love. Likes, the love will make you make the whole remains without you think of it; only try to fill the present moment of your love. Today I am held at the door of your heart like a beggar, me, the Lord of the Lords. I hit and I wait, precipitate you to open me, don't put forward your misery. Your indigence, if you knew it fully, you would die of pain. It only could wound me the heart, it would be to see to question you and to miss trustworthy.

I want that you think about me at every hour of the day and the night, I don't want you put the pettiest action for another motive that the love. When it will be necessary for you to suffer, I will give you strength; you gave me the love, I will give you to like beyond what you could dream. But remember you Likes me as you are. Doesn't wait to be a saint to deliver you to l ' Love, otherwise you will never like.

Unknown author. The prayer that I serve to myself when I come with a (e) mourrant.





May 2004

To you, the friend who will read this reflection,: go-y…laisses you to watch by the Christ and then you will see what your eyes never saw! That these words drawn in my personal life experience and in the knowledge can bring you the hope!

The hermit (Sœur Brigitte May).

THE SIX STEPS TOWARD THE INTERIOR RECOVERY

The theme of this article is the interior recovery, more precisely of the steps that lead us toward this recovery. Let's not confound the interior recovery with the crises of growth that we meet all in our Christian life.
The recovery is a process by which the one that is wounded, sick, recovers the good psychological health.
The interior recovery in the Bible touches at the emotional, intellectual domain, and especially to the domain of conscious of the unconscious.

The Salute

The first big recovery, it is of course the forgiveness of our sins and the peace that we receive in our soul to that moment. Our soul is what allows us to express the emotional, intellectual life and our life of relation with the other.

The injuries of Life

However we have all requirement to be healed one way or another, because life brings more or less to each of the injuries deep than Jesus wants and can heal. And if the Holy spirit reveals us a petty very injury to our eyes, let's let Jesus heal us. We will be astonished to note a bigger liberty then in the life of the mind, and in our relations with the other. Nothing is too small for the Lord, even hair of our head is us all counted.

The interior recovery is, to take a picture of the former Will, one of these strong cities that God asks us to conquer. When the Jews entered in Canaan, the fights did begin only. There were the promises, a country of milk and honey, the valleys and sources, but also of the strong cities to take, to the picture of Jérico that means, as many problems to adjust or of injuries to heal.

The conversion doesn't make all! Let's be clear, it is not because someone is converted that he/it solved all his/her/its problems, or that he/it is healed of all his/her/its past! God's plan for the Jews was to bring them to conquer the whole country later until Jerusalem, the city of the peace, that was the last taken city, of centuries. To the woman sinner, in Jean 8 V. 11 Jesus say: "Go and don't sin anymore", "enter literally in the peace". has a progression in the peace, a path of peace. The blind of Bethsaïda (Marc 8 v. 25) was healed progressively, by two touching of Jesus. We have the same picture in Ezéchiel 47 that shows us the progression of the Christian in the fullness of the spiritual life (that includes the recovery also). water goes up to the ankles, then to the knees, to the kidneys and then it is necessary to swim. This progression asks of the time! A new convert is like resuscitated Lazare, he is again in life, but it is necessary that someone removes him each strip that immobilizes it one by one. "… You, untie it…" (Jean 11 v. 44). It is it the convenient sanctification, the interior recovery. Let's not confound the entry in the Christian life and our arrival in the Sky!

God is going to help us to conquer these strong cities, "our Jericho", these obstacles that must not be shaped, but faced and losers. Let's not say: "Oh I am a little depressed, I am aggressive, or shy, I have such or such problem, I will adjust it later, at present I grow. No, we cannot let behind ourselves in our life of the "unresolved islets of resistance", non conquered, because they will grow with time while risking to lead us in a dead end in our spiritual life.

Our failures or our difficulties to progress, often come from non-paid problems, to the example of so many men of the Bible. Let's learn the convenient example according to where is the reason of the problems. A Christian conscious of his/her/its weaknesses had the habit to pray thus in public: "Lord, remove of my life the canvases of spider: ". He/it so often repeated this formula, that one day a Christian, tired, asked just thus after him. "Lord, I implore of it to you, kill this spider who causes so many damages! " This kind of prayer is efficient, because it is preferable to tackle the reason of our problems rather than to their consequences.

Here are some biblical examples: Cain's jealousy pushed it to the murder, the carelessness of Esaü made him lose his/her/its blessing, the pride of Saül made him lose royalty, David's immorality made him lose his/her/its child and the privilege to construct the temple. He/it attended his/her/its family's tearing then, Judas's love for money and his/her/its refusal of forgiveness of the Christ brought it to the suicide.

Also note that once Jericho destroyed, she had to not be rebuilt. Let's not come back anymore on the controlled problems or on the forgiven sins. Let's go farther in the conquest, let's progress. "You will pass this Jordan to be going to conquer the country that the eternal your God gives you in possession. " (Josué 1 v.11)

Jesus wants to heal us and the enemy wants to destroy us. Whereas Jesus wants to heal the wounded cœurses (Luc 4 v. 18), the enemy wants to destroy us or to maintain us prisoners of our problems. Jesus himself says that he/it has been sent by his/its Father to "heal those that have the broken heart, to publish to the captives the liberation and to the blinds the recovery of the view and to free the oppressed. ". It is "for the liberty that he/it frees us" and not so that we dragged our problems as as many cannonballs. When a fireman recuperates a drowned, this one is considered like saved since this instant (it is the conversion), but he won't be indeed and perfectly saved that brought back once on the strand, dried, comforted, assisted morally and spiritually; because it has can be searched to finish some with life, and the salute won't only consist out of water, but to give back him the taste to live, to help it in his/her/its domestic difficulties, etc. don't forget on the other hand that our enemy is delighted when the Christian remain, their life during, with open injuries that weaken them; He/it hates to see us happy, free, bloom, or healed, therefore efficient to help some others to bring them to the liberty. He/it is the "murderer", he/it "pursues our soul", he/it is the "thief and the brigand", he/it comes to "steal, to slaughter and to destroy", he/it makes us question God's Speech: Did "God say really that he can heal the injuries of my heart and my subconscious? " His/her/its ruse is to make itself/themselves forget while making us believe that it is our own thoughts or while enlarging our problems to the point that we lost hope to take some. If we know how to recognize it in the temptations coming of the outside, often we forget that he/it can find an access through the unresolved problems of our life. "Because it is in of the, of the heart of the men that the bad thoughts, the adulteries, take the impurities, the murders, etc." (Mat. 15 v. 19) You will be like a man who flees before a lion and that meets a bear who wins his/her/its home, push his/her/its hand on the defensive wall and that bites a snake (Amos 5 v. 19). If the snake bites us, it is that he can penetrate by a faille, and the defensive wall here is our personality's picture. Then the enemy is going all to make to prevent that rebuild themselves our personality's breach, because if there are not any breaches anymore, if the injuries are healed, we will be able to say by the faith, as Jesus: "The enemy comes, but he doesn't have anything in me". The book of Néhémie shows "the defensive walls of Jerusalem in ruins, the doors consumed by fire, the children of Israel. Sanballat, (with his/her/its allies) that is the enemy's picture, go use cunning to thwart the reconstruction that will make itself in spite of all. Our attitude facing the adversary must be the one of Néhémie: "You don't have part, nor right, nor to remember in Jerusalem. »

SIX WAYS TO TREAT OUR PROBLEMS WITHOUT ADJUSTING THEM

1. the projection

To exonerate me, not to carry myself the wrong of my injuries, I try to make rest the responsibility of the problem on someone else (the society, the circumstances, God who made to me as I am, my parents). Adam answers: "the woman that you put close to me, gave me the tree and I ate some" and the woman says: "The snake seduced me and I ate some". So one always projects the mistake on the other. When two drivers cling, it is always the mistake of the other! So much guilty, that of persons responsible, I can find not to recognize my responsibility in my life.

2. the compensation

To re-establish the balance of my mistakes, of my mistakes, before God and before the men, to compensate them, I am going to make the good. In other words, I pay for my sins and my mistakes. David after having sinned, although he/it received God's forgiveness, think that it is necessary to make something besides. He/it decides to construct him a temple, whereas God didn't ask him for it. Useless to pass for example, more of time with God, to give offering more, to read the Bible more if it is in the unconscious goal to compensate a mistake, a mistake. God forgives us free, we don't have anything to add there. The most difficult things to accept, these are the love and the free forgiveness of the Lord. And our tendency to us, it is to want to compensate, to purchase us of a mistake.

3. the partial release

It is the principle of the steam-powered pot, of the Pressure cooker, one releases pressure, one evacuates the overflow to be relieved. In other words, one partially confesses a sin, a mistake, a mistake, one solves a problem half. It is the taxpayer's history that cheated the IRS in his/her/its tax return. Then his/her/its conscience he/it works, he/it is disturbed, then he/it sends a check to his/her/its collector while adding in the letter: "So I don't sleep better, I will send you the rest! " The partial release relieves one moment our conscience, but the problem is not settled and will redo surface sooner or later.

4. euphemism

Already four! You see that one doesn't lack any resources not to settle his/her/its problems! Euphemism it is the alleviation of an expression by the use of a favorable word. A flight will be called a "loan", a lie a "exaggeration", The adultery becomes a "link". My mistakes are due to my nature, to my character, my mistakes, it is the circumstances that are responsible. However God forgives us if we call the things by their name: "I made you know my sin; I said: I will confess my transgressions to the eternal". don't look for to flee while trying to find other words not to assume the responsibility of our past life.

5. the rationalization

In this process, I find convincing reasons in hindsight to justify my attitude and to suppress the anguish of my guilt. I often make it while invoking a superior value. I lie, but it is for a good. It is a devout lie. I have "saints angers". You know, the adversary has a lot of securities superior to propose to us. Think about the dramatic example of the two girls of Lot that excuses their incestuous relation with their father by this words: "It is so that we kept our "father's progeny. (Genesis 19 v. 32)

6. the repression

He/it is very frequent. The repression consists in expelling in my unconscious a conscious memory that disturbs me. So Moïse kills the Egyptian and the cover in the sand while thinking that while burying the cadaver, he also buries the memory of his/her/its crime in the bottom of his/her/its unconscious. The effect and the feelings that I bury appear forgotten, but if the sin has not been confessed to God, if the injuries have not been healed by the Lord, all it is going to continue to gnaw my psychic health. "The eye was in the tomb and looked at Cain" (Victor Hugo). The psychiatric asylums are full of people having driven back their problems. God knows what is deep and hidden, he knows all of me. God knows the injuries hidden from us of it, that we are not always capable to see. When we ask God to probe our heart, He/it will reveal the zones of shades of our past and will put them in light to the appropriate moment. That my prayer is: "Probe me, Ð God, and know my heart! Feel me, and know my thoughts! Watch if I am on a bad way, and drive me on the way of l‘éternité! " (Psalm 139 v. 23) do I agree to let to God this right of look in my life?

IS THE TRUE INTERIOR RECOVERY SLOW OR FAST?

Some, one sees it in the Bible are healed quickly. The Samaritan looked for the love, Jesus directs his look toward God's love. By a speech of knowledge "You had five husbands", she/it receives the revelation that God knows all of his/her/its life, of his/her/its emotional needs. She/it is healed quickly. Sometimes a simple interview, one moment of prayer to the course of which the Lord speaks and reveal the source of the problem, are sufficient to arrive to an interior recovery.

NECESSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL GRANTS

There, I believe that the spiritual grants are very important, the grant of the knowledge speech, the speech of wisdom, the discernment of the minds, the prophecy. We must search for these grants, if we want to help people to heal internally. God can help us, He is not going to let us without weapons to answer the needs of people.

There are the people who having suffered a lot morally put more time to receive the recovery, the open wound is going to heal up more slowly. Nevertheless, the ideal is to want to solve his/her/its problems quickly not to remain some ASP (Perpetual Spiritual Recipients of aid!). It is necessary to say no to unhealthy interviews, during years and years and that resemble to a bad psychoanalysis. All personal introspection or provoked by a third person is not only unhealthy but she/it is dangerous.

God can use the men to heal us: "You, untie it" But address ourselves only to Christian mature, balanced and experienced. These are not the methods that heal us, nor the means, but it is well God. In the people of Israel, one didn't find a physician, this profession didn't exist. It was Yahvé Rapha. "I am the eternal that heals you". what is important, it is not how I pray, but toward That I turn when I pray. I address Jesus, who carried my illnesses, that healed me by his/her/its bruises, that triumphed over the dominations, of the authorities in the celestial places, on the Cross.

The Lord uses to heal us:

The Holy spirit "that helps us in our weakness, because we don't know how to pray efficiently, we don't find the just words, then the mind himself intervenes and plead in our favor. It is he that intercedes us, without speech, in these sighs that bring up the deepest of our cœurses, of it. And God who reads in the cœurses and scrutinize there thought them most secret understands the language of the mind. He/it knows his/its aspirations, he/it knows how to discern the sense of these sighs, because the mind intercedes for us, his/her/its people, in harmony with "God's will (Romain8 v. 26-27). God's Speech, "discerning as far as sharing soul and mind". God can show us some very precise things, a few as Nathan who comes to find David and that says to him: There is the problem, you are this man. It is why, the Christian if he/it wants to help someone, must search for the aid of the Holy spirit, (in particular by the spiritual grants) and the thought of God revealed not his/her/its Speech, and not only to give psychological advice even just.

TO TAKE THE DECISION TO HEAL

There are the people that well would like to heal, but that took the decision never to heal. You remember the paralytic's history since 38 years that Jesus meets to the swimming pool of Béthesda (Jean 5 v. 6) and to that He says: Do you want to be healed? ". This question appears indeed curious. Some Christian take pleasure in their problems because it is their way to exist through their problems. They attract the interest thus on them, of the persons responsible of the church, of the friends of the prayer group, and they drag and their problems of year in year. It is a pity, because it is not God's plan that we pumped all the energy of the church, but well rather than we are of the Christian strong, on that the Lord can count, of the columns in the church. If it is your case, I encourage you to choose to be healed, to choose to live.

BIBLICAL PRINCIPLE OF THE CHOICE

There is a law in the Bible, very important, valid not only for the recovery, but for our spiritual life all whole. It is by choices that we draw our life, by clean choices that we define our person and that our life can bloom. And the true choice implies a reflection. It is why Jesus, always call some to our will. The main factor of the choice, it is the confidence. I choose my spouse because I have confidence in him. The Bible is par excellence the book of the choice, therefore she is going to feed my confidence for my choices. It is why, there is so many promises, so many histories that tells to me,: "You do well to choose that path". "Choose life so that you live! " recalls us Deuteronomy 30 v. 16). My life is not a stable state, it is rhythmized by a succession of rebirths, marked by my choices. In the Bible, to choose is a creative act. Every time that I choose, I create something. Every time that there is separation, there is creation. In the Genesis 1, what comes out of the separation of the day and the night is better than what to the departure had. When God calls me to choose, to separate me of something, that is because it is better. For example when I choose to get married me, it is because I think that it is better the life of couple that bachelor's life. The choice and the separation gives something bigger than what there was before. It is it the difference. In the world, it is the opposite, when I choose, I part with something, I lose something. In the Christian life, to choose in the confidence, to separate, that create something bigger than what there was before. My life is rhythmized therefore by these choices, that are the separation-creation. When I part with bachelor's life, there is a creation, another reality, the couple. There is not any frustration, but a rebirth in a more complete creation. Abraham parts with his country, but he is going to have the creation of God's people there. Jesus parts with the glory of the sky, but the fruit of his/her/its choice, it is the creation of the church. The last separation, it is the death, that will make us enter in one life better.

To choose to heal, is not lose something therefore, (the interest of the other, their pity on me), it win Christ, it win the liberty, the strong interior life, strength, the peace, joy, the possibility to help the other.

But before this choice, it is necessary that I recognize my injuries. But if I don't recognize my injuries, I don't understand the necessity to be healed. The diagnosis is first necessary before the remedies. It is not necessary that I make carry the responsibility on the other while multiplying the demands of advice to all Christian that I know.

A proverb Chinese longest journey starts with the first step. " Want yourselves to make this first step? God, will make all others. It is a question of will and not of possibility: in the interior recovery, God makes what he is impossible to us to make, that means that he heals us. But he/it only asks us for what is in our power: to show our desire to be healed, by a gesture, by a speech, by a prayer. "Lord, I want to be healed". The leper says "Lord, if you want it you can make pure! ". The blind says "Lord that my eyes open up and that I see! " The sick woman who touches Jesus' garment says: "If me then to touch his/her/its garment only, I will be healed! ."

Corrie Ten Boom tells that it was facing one former guards of the concentration camp where it had been locked with his/her/its sister, who had died in this camp in. She/it met facing this man after a meeting. He/it implored his/its forgiveness, and she/it could not grant to him immediately, one understands it. "Lord, I want to forgive but I am not able to". She/it says that to the moment where she/it stretched the hand, where she/it said "I want to be healed of my hate", God's love flooded it like a stream and God's love passed through his hand toward his/her/its former enemy. She/it had made the first step, God had made the other.

THE STONE OF ANGLE

King David had prepared all materials (stones, however, money) so that his/her/its son Salomon constructs the Temple. A tradition tells that to the moment to begin to construct, panic! one had led astray the stone of angle that had to allow all stones to find their place. The some saw it very engrossment, the other smaller, all imagined in all cases of perfect proportions. However, when one had recovered it, it was a plain stone, without beauty nor burst, but when one placed it, one lives that all other stones perfectly fit together on her. The whole construction rested on this very plain stone. This tradition reminds us of course in first that Jesus is the stone of angle on which rests all the building of our lives. But we also pull a lesson concerning the interior recovery. If we recover the stone of angle, all plain, without beauty, nor burst, that means, the first decision to take, the first prayer all simple: "Lord, heal me", the whole remains will follow, the recovery and my personality's reconstruction. Let's not say: "I am not able to, I don't have will". One always finds enough will to say: "Lord I want to be healed."

THE SIX STEPS TOWARD THE GUERSION

Let's be now a little more precise while speaking of these six steps toward the recovery, how we are brought to an interior recovery.

1st step:

It is a little a recall, it is that we must face our problems. In Jacques' epistle to the chap. 5 v.16, to "confess your mistakes one to the other so that you are healed". One has this principle about the sins, of the injuries, of the illnesses, that means to face his/her/its problems. Let's not be not as those that flee, as those that project all their responsibilities on the other. To cope, it is decided, once again, it is the 1st step toward the recovery. Now I want to be healed. To cope, it is can be to be going to find a spiritual person responsible of your local church, it take a decision, it say as the prodigal son: "I will rise, I will go". to Cope, it is "I want to be healed" now. don't project anymore on the other and in particular on the weak in the church, our problems because they will listen us more that of others, or the new that arrive. Won't run any good ears anymore in good ears telling our problems. To cope, it is not find a scapegoat and load it of all reasons of our injury. When he/it is question to cope, you now understood it that is the 1st step that is the most important, exactly because he/it is the 1st, it face his/her/its problem.

2nd step: To become aware of God's love.

The 2nd step that we must make, that the Lord asks us to make, it is to become aware in the reading of the Bible, in the prayer, in the communion with the Holy spirit, in the communion with the other and with God our Father that God is love. Jean 10 v.10, tells us that the thief only comes to destroy, to steal, to slaughter, to wound but I say Jesus "I came so that my children have life and in abundance". However here life in abundance in Greek, he is spoken of spiritual life. It means that you have a life of the soul in full bloom, he/it is not spoken of money here, not of material, but of spiritual life. Jesus wants to tell us that this second step of recovery is going to come when I become aware that God is love. That if the adversary came in my life, sometimes to destroy, Jesus came so that not only I am healed, but that I know God's love, this unconditional love, indeed this love that I cannot deserve, this love that was there before the creation of the world, before I exist, God already liked me. For the prodigal child, it is the father's love that healed the heart wounded of the son. God likes us and it is the most important truth for us, and most difficult to believe. Let's not try then to know here why God likes me, why He likes me today, or let's not be not as children who try to attract God's love by acts of bursts or disobedience. No, he/it likes us without telling us why 3v.16 God liked the world so much as Jn that he gave his/its Son, why God liked the world without telling us. Let's seize then by the faith, let's ask the Lord, in reading, in the communion of the Saint Mind, in the communion of the brothers, and that this truth of our heart is the 2nd step of our recovery, the Father's love for us. God father's heart. It is a point so important that he/it would deserve that one takes more time to treat it.

The 3rd step: To become aware that God is everywhere present and always.

The 3rd step toward the recovery is to become aware that God is everywhere present and always. He/it is the same, yesterday today and eternally. (Héb 13 v.8) God is everywhere present and always. He/it is the same, yesterday, today and eternally. (Héb. 1" v.8) God is present in all place, in all time, today in the past. Therefore God was present at the time of my injury, at the time of my accident, and I must accept this truth. As Jesus looked at Pierre to the suit and that Pierre leaves to cry. I must accept this truth that Jesus by the Holy spirit was present as I was wounded. We were not alone. Maybe than us n ' didn't think and even less if we were not converted. We didn't think that God was present to that moment, but He was there as we have been wounded. David in this Ps 139 that is an extraordinary psalm, recall us it (v5 to 12) and we are going reading. David realizes of it that God is everywhere and always, even in darkness, even when I lived some injuries, it is necessary that I become aware that God was there present, that I was not alone, not abandoned to myself in this history. Pro 3v6 "In all your ways, know it or recognize it, and he/it will direct your trails". One has here an important step toward the recovery, a lot of people want to be healed, become aware of God's love for them but don't arrive to not to clear this. He/it is necessary to this moment to pray while saying "Lord, I have need to become aware that you were there, that you were present when I have been wounded, that you were not absent, I didn't see you, j ' stays completely blind, whereas you, you were there."

The 4th step: we must have the eyes on Jesus.

The 4th step toward the recovery, it is to have the eyes fixed on Jesus. We cannot bring person to the recovery. Our task is to put in contact people with the source of the recovery that is Jesus. We don't add some healers, the Christian is not a healer, but we put people in contact with Jesus, a few as the friend's parabola that is going to look for 3 breads for his/her/its friend has Lord, my friend is hungry, I need bread for him". The eyes on Jesus, it is He that heals, it is He the source of recovery. The eyes on Jesus, the heart assured of his/her/its love, now tell him what you have on the heart, hand him your pains, It is not about saying "Oh, Lord, you know toues things, you know myself, you know what brought me there" No, I believe that the Lord who is my personal God, wants that I speak him in a personal manner. Does the Lord ask the Bartimé blind "That wants you that I make for you? " and the prayer of recovery is this one: "Mr. that I recover the view" (Mc 10 v. 51). The blind doesn't say "Hey well you see Lord, you know myself, you know all things" no, "I am blind, I want to see". are precise in our demands. It is necessary for us to become aware that, assured of God's love, insured that God was present and having the desire to heal, we said: "Lord, there is such precise point in my life, here is I tell it to you". Say him in the secret of our heart, of our room, tell him your personal pain, your personal problem, one good faiths for all. So-called the place, the date, the person, the object, the circumstances, indeed, call a cat a cat. It is not here about searching in his/her/its past to length of day, but merely to be once precise in front of God in what one says. He/it is necessary to send back in our subconscious of the facts without being precise, it is illusory to believe that it is going to free us, all as much that to believe that it is sufficient to speak of it to someone else to be freed. No, it is to the Lord that it is necessary to speak of it.

A precision for the Christian that we add. Not more that when I pray for a patient, of a physical illness, I take myself for a physician or I make medicine, not more I don't make the psychoanalysis when I pray for someone that has the broken heart. He/it seems me that it is important to specify.

Recovery of the injury. We must surround people of Jesus' love, to assure them that he/it likes them and tell to them that he/it is there for you, present, that you can speak Him of your injury and receive as in the history of the good samaritain, the oil that heals the wound, the wine of the new alliance, of the new relation, of the relation re-established with God and with the other. What is going to happen then in your heart, and well it is all simple, Jesus is going to change your interior thought, and as changing your thought, your feelings, your emotions is going to change, your conscious or unconscious thought is going to change to that moment. I don't say that he/it is going to make you forget the things. Only can forget him, the man doesn't forget. But our thought on the topic, on the injury, on these problems is going to change, the memories that wound us are going to change and it is like that that Jesus is going to heal us. If our thoughts change, if our feelings change, our injury is going to heal itself and I won't suffer anymore, I will be able to look then at my past pain in the face but without pain. With the love of God and the forgiveness that I receive and the recovery that I am granted, my thoughts and my feelings will be changed.

To help to understand take the picture of the AT. When one reads it, he/it seems that Jesus is absent, for the one that doesn't pay attention, Jesus is not so present. And yet when we know Jesus, to every page we can discover it, he/it is the key of the explanation. In our past life, before the conversion, you didn't know it, but after your conversion, you recognized that in such circumstance, in such situation, He/it was there, without you know it indeed to that moment, you only recognized later it. Hey well, it is similar, him in is in the same way for our injuries. Let's speak to him, He/it was there and He/it was there with love. It is it the grace that heals us.

The 5th step: A step of skinning, to listen to that that so-called the Holy spirit.

The 5th step is already a step of skinning. It is to listen to that that so-called the Saint - Mind. To listen to what God has to tell you. In Jn 10, the sheep listen to the voice of the good shepherd, and it is one of the life conditions that the Lord wants to give us, of the recovery that the Lord wants to give us. To listen to what he/it tells us on ourselves, it is so important to that moment. God is going to speak us personally for us, to give us the words that will be like a healing balm, after the wound has been cleaned, what has been watched in the face, that it has been dressed, and now the balm that heals, these are the words that God is going to tell me by the Holy spirit. Of the words that he/it is going to tell me on ourselves, and on the other, that have been questioned in our history, in this injury, to show us that we heard well and that we must confess by the prayer. This 5th step will also take of the time to receive God of words who is going to be like a balm that is going to flow on the wound to heal it.

The 6th step: the forgiveness.

This 6th step it is what derives the recovery, it is not a condition for the recovery. To forgive to whom? To forgive to oneself, to forgive itself/themselves of what I was in this situation, of this I have let go until this injury. There are the Christian that don't forgive themselves to themselves, that himself culpabilisent because they let themselves go to that injury in such circumstance. First to forgive itself/themselves to oneself. Then to forgive to God. Because there are the Christian that don't forgive to God of them to have let go until there, of them to have let wound such way since he/it was not absent. To forgive to the other what they made. But too often, we reduce the forgiveness to the other. To forgive to oneself first, then to God and finally to the other. To forgive, one will never say it enough, it is necessary that it enters in our Christian life.

1-specify that to forgive that is not approve a no manner the attitude of those that wounded us. God doesn't ask you to approve the attitude of those that wounded you! The Lord on the cross forgives to those that crucify it and yet It doesn't approve their way to make. To forgive that is not approve the attitude of those that wounds you or that wounded you. It is important. We will see tomorrow that the key to really understand the forgiveness is the justice. There is forgiveness that on a basis of justice.

2-to forgive that is not either to make the person or the group of no one who wounded you, your best friend. It is liberating. When Jesus is revived, he had forgiven to the soldiers Romain to Pilate, in Caiphe and to all those of the Sanhédrin but when he is revived, it is not toward them that he went but toward his/her/its disciples. To forgive that is not to make the person who wounded you your best friend. It is important to say. A lot of Christian don't dare to forgive because they imagine that if it is necessary to make of him my best friend, it is not possible. No, God, don't ask you for it, but He/it asks you to let impregnate you of Jesus' love so that between you and Him, there is Jesus' love. But, I repeat it, God doesn't ask you to approve the attitude of those that wounded you, nor to make of him your best friend.

Since Jesus changed, is liveliness to change our thoughts and our feelings, it is going to become a lot easier for us, we are going to be able to forgive. It is again, a question to want, of will. Every resentment kept (nearly the hate) is an opening let to our wound on which Satan is going to push to the moment wanted for re to open the wound. It is why the forgiveness is like a bandaging that one puts on the wound to heal it. And now we must remain in the victory and to confess Jesus' presence now in the past and to rent the Lord when we enter in this dimension.

Let's come back on the picture of the good Samaritan, one often speaks of the wine that has been poured, the picture that he/it gives us, it is the purification as Jesus' blood that purifies us of all our sins. Of the oil that heals the wound that us blade of the Holy spirit. And the 3rd thing, it is the strips. He/it is said that one bandaged the wounds. It is the forgiveness, it is what allows the wound to be covered, not to let the possibility of himself re to infect. You know that in the countries hot, if the wounds are not bandaged, the flies come and infect the wound again. Besides, it is interesting to note that Satan is called Béelzébull, that means the prince of the flies. And it is true this picture, because if we don't bandage our injuries by the forgiveness, we are going to let the open wound and the adversary, the prince of the flies, go provide to come re to infect the wound.

In summary

God can heal the present, God wants to heal the past, everything that has been stored in our life, also all injuries of our cœurses (level emotional, intellectual or other), everything that stops us from running freely before the Lord. God wants and can heal them while cooperating with us to our recovery to let go us free of our past to really live our present and to be fixed toward the future. For it we to be freed of this weight of the past need. The Lord wants to forgive the past, if we confess to him, but it also wants to heal us now. Paul reminds us that all things work for the good of those that likes God (Ro 8 v. 28) and the goal of the recovery, is that we can perfectly be accomplished for all good work. To read some (2 Tims 3v. 17) to serve the Lord. The recovery in herself would not know how to be one end in itself, but it is there to bring us to recover the normal state that allows us to act with precision in full possession of our means. God has need of good and valiant Christian, heal their past, capable now to put all their spiritual strengths, centered on what God has need to make today in this world. The church must not be always a hospital where we come to receive some bandagings every day on our wounds. But she/it has need to be a place of victory, a place where now one is going to turn toward the other, where one is going to receive God's thought either for ourselves, but for the other, one is going to be able to evangelize. And so the church of the Lord and our lives are going to find the dimension that God would like that she is to walk in the good œuvres that God prepared beforehand for us (Eph. 2v.8).
Reflection inspired by the movie The Passion - April 2, 04

This movie the "Christ's passion" revealed to me that the Lord, Jesus, the Christ, burned the same thirst, of the same hunger that his/her/its small wife!
The hunger of the Père!Affamé to adore the Father and to return to his/her/its perfections, to his/her/its rights, to his/her/its wills the whole religion that is him.
Jesus, you have been starved to thank this very holy Father for all graces, without measures and nonprice, that he/it made to you, to you the man-Dieu,et that it made because of YOU to this magnificent creation of which you are at a time the author, the copy, the Pontiff, the victim and the chef.Tu has been starved to expiate the sin and to balance the debt of it, soothing the rightly anger of God, and saving the world purchased by your BLOOD forever!
Oh! what hunger... She/it was big and urgent as your Love! She/it devoured you like a fire!
Without disturbing your peace, she/it turned for you in torment and made of your whole life a deep martyrdom and secret.Tu spoke to of it when you said: "I must be baptized of a blood baptism and what is my anguish until he/it came true. "You let it to us to see and you showed us at the same time as the hour finally arrived where you could satisfy it while already telling your 12 disciples attablés to the cène: "I wanted a big desire to eat this Easter with you". to Eat the Easter and especially that one, it eat the universal host, the saintly immolated host,; it appropriate it, to consume it and to feed itself/themselves of it. And to eat it "with the 12", it was, after having delivered it to God in holocaust, to distribute it at the world in communion.
It is why of the top of your Cross, you uttered this scream: "I am thirsty", and you could also have shouted "I am hungry". However it is to calm this stupendous hunger and this adorable thirst that you instituted the Eucharist, that fixes, perpetuate, spreads to all lieux,prolonge to every century, finally consume and universalize the Unique and bloody sacrifice of your offered calvaire,toujours to God and given to the men, car,ici, the sacrifice always takes the shape of a sacrament, and that this sacrament all men can and must receive it.
The Trinidad receives communion to the man-God who delivers himself to it in victim. You Jesus, sovereign Pontiff, you receive communion yourself and you receive communion thus to those that receive communion to HIM... to know God Père and His/her/its Church. The church eating you you, Jesus, receive communion to your humanity and your present Divinity in your humanity and in principle to the Creation to the Cosmos that your humanity to you, Christ, summarize and crown; and by it only that she/it receives communion thus the church honors, pupil, sanctify as much as he is possible, all this world, all these fleshes, all these bodies of which she/it is the mind, the head and the voice.
And that step is not the plenary justice, because that did the love arrive to his/her/its ends... and the perfection of the universal harmony that the work of this divine Love is? Here is, my Adorable Jesus, My... Lord and my God, that that, filling your desires, appeased your hunger and filled your heart!
And indeed, my Loves of friends, the heart of the Lord Prayer hermits, delivered to Jesus, very united home to your intentions.

Your Sister, companion and mother.

The ptite hermit of Toula. Brigitte May

Letters and teachings 2002

 

Letter to my faithful Friends! Christmas 2002
November 7, 2002

Dear Friends,

We have the grace of the relics of the Small Theresa in Lebanon and I confess you that our cœurses are transformed some! She/it drew if well a trustworthy path and of hope accessible to all: a way no of easiness but more demanding of humility that of personal exploits! And with her one learns to let itself/themselves" make" rather than to make with his/her/its pride! To live love that give without measure she will say us and it look indeed, at the Cross like a treasure. Soon, at Christmas, God will make himself/itself small child to come to be born in each of our cœurses and let's decide to cross our thirsty darkness of love, guided by the star of the faith! Let's let the mind Saint free us of all shade in order to be resplendent in our life praises it that we sing!

In a very agonizing regional context we try to hold good standing with the Virgin Marie. Since the month of March I am a dust in the dust: June 30 we inaugurated the Chapel public Lord Prayer where the Saint Sacrament is exposed publicly between 7h the morning and 21h30, then we undertook another yard the one to settle a serious problem of tightness in the ground floor (chappe concrete + 4 rooms): so soon I will be able to receive 4 reprocessing, to transmit all my faith and to receive a little money for the expenses of basis (electricity, water, téléphone/internet, gardening…) that I have difficulty covering monthly! Thank you to each for your grants and various supports and especially Françoise Of Anterroches, Brother Mittaine, Sœur Marie-Joseph Bellanger (Ursulines of Jesus), in the Carmel of Chilly. I have really need of your faithful support because here, it is the strangling of the population, and I am a sister hermit without community, what is very difficult by some concrete aspects, even though I draw in this state a deep resemblance to our Beloved Jesus! This beautiful Lebanese soul chokes! And I confess it to you that is a very troubling moment that one crosses all! Pray for us!

Did you know that I took the monastic veil the day of the feast of Saint Theresa, October first? You can see me, on the site signaled internet above, by Eminence Paul Emile Saadé, maronite patriarchal priest who celebrated the Mass of this big day!

Also, father Augustin Dupré The Tower gave me the permission to visit our leprous friends in the Al-Walid léproserie of Damascus. We made some photos to serve of testimony by our donors and our future benefactors, and the patients were happy to be taken in photo and they accepted with joy!
On the following day of this mission, one month after, we don't stop carrying in our heart leper's families, we ask the Lord to allow them to accept their suffering with his/her/its grace! and we also ask it to open the heart of the good will men to sustain them in their daily life and in their fight! Will you be maybe of those that allow us to offer them one Christmas of love? Thank you for them that we will recover in January!

I tighten you against my heart and implore God to fill you in your state of life! Come very near here and you will see! Better to know itself/themselves to like itself/themselves better! Peace and Mercy! Joy! Thank you!

Sœur Brigitte
Mission in the center of leper: Al Walid (Damascus suburb in Syria)
Saturday Glorious September 2002/Croix 14!

Accompanied of three physicians of the health Ministry in Beirut to know:
- Doctor Nada Ghosn.
- Doctor Ibrahim El Hajj.
- Doctor Zouhain Chbaklo.

We take the road for Damascus where we are going to meet our leprous friends.
Before the war of Lebanon of the agreements had been signed between Lebanon and Syria. In Syria this center existed for leper constructs by France in 1937; therefore the Lebanese lepers were there tidy, and to Lebanon existed a psychiatric center, and the Syrian mental patients were there tidy. This establishment was destroyed during the war.
In this center of leper of Al Walid are 29 Lebanese, to the total 100 people without counting the children (36) + two babies according to the explanations that gave us to our arrival the director of the establishment who received us. The children go outside to the school and are accepted well.

36 patients live outside in their family and come for their control every six months. Some patients are even civil servants and are accepted well.

The leprosy is an infectious illness as the tuberculosis.
The center of the lepers is very badly kept not to say kept not of the all. A neglected park whereas some pots of painting and the watering of the garden would be the welcome. We are going to try to remedy there: we didn't see the inside of the rooms in depth because the lepers were so happy to our arrival, that we were outside to chat.
Before leaving because the formalities are long to the stations borders in the two senses, we distributed the clothes, the chocolates offered by the members of our fraternity Lord Prayer, and what joy, what happiness in the heart of our lepers! In this center a part of the land has been assigned to some families who constructed an all small house with an interior court. In one them where we went back, there was even a small lawn, the all very clean. We also paid a visit to another family, very reached, and there equally, all was very clean in spite of poverty. The physician dermatologist who came with us made her distribution of ointments and tablets. The cortisone is the daily medicine of the malades.Nous made some photos to serve of testimony by our donors and our future benefactors, and the patients were happy to be taken in photo and they accepted with joy! Our fervid wish would be to come back for longer in this center to listen to our lepers and their more present being more in their real needs. On the following day of this mission, one month after, we don't stop carrying in our heart leper's families, we ask the Lord to allow them to accept their suffering with his/her/its grace! and we also ask it to open the heart of the good will men to sustain them in their daily life and in their fight! And why sensitize not the French government on this question? All it in the name of the courage of these so humanist and devoted Lebanese physicians and the suffering terrifying of these patients, our brothers in humanity (we refered some to Mrs. Christiane Kammerman chairwoman of the UFE).

Mrs. Helen Beaudenon + sister hermit Brigitte May.
03448875 + 03693107
"To you, my brothers and sœurs in Christ of Lebanon, saying Lord Prayer",
Open letter - August 2002

Ah! dear Mrs., dear Mr., don't you yet have understood that, you and me, do we carry God in worthless potteries? Of the fragile vases? oh how much he/it is or even irritating intolerable to listen to the "blablabla" of the boredom and the spiritual emptiness, I mention: "oh! did you see this priest, always with the same woman?", "And these monks to the crèpeway with their girlfriend the night?", "And this nun in mercédès, does one say even that she/it has the amantes…une sister, çà", "And this hermit "occydée…" western, who receives the transsexués, the dropouts and the men, ONLY! One hermit, çà?."

You recall me these pharisiens that crucified my Beloved spouse, Jesus, thus! They nearly said as you: "What can he/it really come out of this poor type of Nazareth?."

Instead of centering you on the poor men or women of church, would not he/it be worth better to center you on yourself as delivering you completely to the divine dynamism received to the baptism, to God's personal love for each of us, who carries of it him the realization of your mission of Christian and the pledge of your holiness? Center yourselves on Jesus, the ONLY saint! Vow him all your energies, your being's capacities, and that this small organ blessed in the middle of your face - the language - serf only to rent it, to bless life and to build your friends in His/her/its Name! And become yourself the saint that you want to see in each of us! The critique is comfortable but the art is difficult! The Lord himself requires that one looks at our own beam to let it free of it, instead of looking always at straw in the neighbor's œil, to us! Go Mrs. and gentlemen, learn again to your children the respect of life, of the nature, of the other - whatever he/it is - in the meeting of which is played God! And that to say the respect due to the men or to the women whom one day dedicated their life to the Lord for you! And also, when one says "Lord Prayer" us become of true brothers what requires our direct truth the some towards the other! Dare to approach the priest, the monk, the nun or the hermit of which you doubt therefore, open a dialogue in truth! Have this audacity of the faith! Direct and straightforward dialogue! It is the health of the Christian! His/her/its complete liberty!

However this actual position and this tendency of the society to the "blablabla" duct to wonder: a crowd without true shepherd? Indeed! My heart is sad to die of it, for my Love, Jesus, the Christ!

Lord Prayer he/it doesn't require God's servants a FREE service of love and re-activation of the consciences, in a presence to every man or woman, and especially by exclude them of the Parish: marginal, immigrants, sick…? Ask for our priests and our bishops the intercession of the saint cleaned of Ars and Padre Pio!


It is not yet the light that misses to their look, but their look often lacks light because too englué in the politicaillerie, the research of the money, the research of terrestrial honors and several doctorates on cards of visits, the multiple journeys, instead of knowing always better how to join the poorest that look for! Nothing new under the sun! The father Teilhard of Chardin already denounced all it! With him I regret that the Christ whose church speaks to the men is only a wave star eclipsed by an unacceptable and stuffy materialism!

Poor Jesus who died and resuscitated to UNITE us all! To promote ALL man's dignity! For the stranger's welcome and for the love of our enemies! He/it is urgent that those that ask for themselves of Your Name, to Lebanon as everywhere, release takes with themselves, with their false artifices, with their research of terrestrial honors, their moral defections, and so, the purified œil, they will be able to glorify Your Saint Name by their LIFE, and the Lord Prayer that we will say together will be indeed authentic, and will make us true brothers, a true world spiritual strength! I wish to every Lebanese to become free while meeting personally and lovingly Christ! And his/her/its life will sing… And then, the church, the Christian truth won't be weakened anymore, exposed to the laughingstock of the crowd, but will leave on the contrary purified and rejuvenated! It is besides the ONLY condition of a future optimism for Lebanon and for the whole world.

One hermit
Let's be a new race of researchers of God: the volunteers of the hope!
Open letter - July 2002

Stop opening the TV to feed rather in you this sly appetite of the catastrophes…Ouvrons our heart and let's bet on the positive that meets in every to be human, even in Mr. Ben Laden, to that I want to specify that it is exactly because of the failings and the mistakes of the men, of their disloyalty, that it is necessary to hope in them, and more precisely in God's transforming action in them, with them!
In spite of everything that the man could make and can make again, I believe therefore in God in the man! It is our objective and our fight ours, God's new researchers, the volunteers of the hope! We are greedy of truth, of life, of true tenderness! And we want to construct our life, life on "the rock!" We want to blow the virus of the hope everywhere.
The new barbarism is the fruit of the ignorance and a real love lack!
Yes, let's unite ourselves where we are to fight against the fading of the man's interiority and the structural corruption of the society! Let's train teams of espérance…où one trains witnesses of the essential!
Let's create new shapes of human relations and friendship! And to accomplish such a projet…pas of money! No! Just our heart with an UNIQUE decision: to choose God as first partner, and therefore to trust in the future, to build some bridges between all men, to conjugate our aspirations and our expertises. Then we will feel our collective responsibility, to help "the infidels" to become supporters, the souls and the cœurses to heal itself/themselves and to awaken always to Life and a brotherly solidarity to be born again!
Our originality to be human is of have been created intelligent and capable to CHOOSE!
Let's choose to divert our eyes of the barbarism! I invite you to watch in "Top", the sky inside of you, and to capture this light there that ONLY heals the poverty of our look, and transform us in pioneer of the new world that only waits for our extraordinary energy, drawn in God, to be born!
God gives us this fire and it is each of us to decide to receive it!
If we refuse this extraordinary grant, we choose the death, the finiteness and the despair then! It is necessary to CHOOSE!
Often, before the Saint Sacrament, I wonder how is this possible that this God UNIQUE, of love, of Mercy can permit to Lucifer to continue to torment, to reroute so many human lives? So Lucifer is a creature capable to act freely, to abuse his/her/its liberty I to deride the creator would say, I believe firmly that a part of the Pain exists to so big scale because we manufacture it by our imprudences, our mistakes, our impostures. Let's understand then that we are responsible… of God and His/her/its creation, and let's assume our responsibilities! God delivers himself/itself to us, so He Likes us! He/it gave us everything! He/it gave himself/itself himself!
All man, even the more disfigured by the Pain, contains the strengths extraordinary of love and fraternity, that can change the world and the ambient society!
To us to know how to wake them up so that our good planet "" moves toward the STRENGTH of the love and no toward the love of strength!

One hermit
The obedience recovered
Sunday May 26, 2002

My sœurs and my brothers in Christ, the hermit has just obeyed shepherdess Brigitte Issa in order to accomplish the Will of the Lord and to transmit you what follows! Indeed the hermit's worry is the one to teach by a silent predication, by the example more that by words! To make pass The one to which my life is vowed 24h/24h!

Why this theme?

We are in a world where the men seem often lost, sad or desperate, a world where the man seems delivered to himself and to his/her/its clean will and to the consequences terrifying of God's oblivion, or of the ignorance of the real prayer, ignorance of the deep sense of the obedience that is not a relation of domination / submissiveness but exactly the inverse, path of the liberty and the real Love! Also, I believe that most beautiful gift that we can offer to our brothers, in the name of the Christ, that is to raise the veil of this ignorance so that together we became fully obedient and free for Jesus and His/her/its Kingdom, Our Kingdom, and to construct our lives, life, and the fraternity Lord Prayer, the church!

Several types of obedience would be to consider but makes a mistake of time I choose to approach the obedience théologale, obedience of the faith. This one participates therefore in the adult obedience, to the service of the other and the mission, to the service of God's work. It is the obedience of baptized quite, conscious of his/her/its baptism, of the apostle, of Jesus' true disciple who chose it for Lord and Savior of his/her/its life!
Disciple who chooses to let itself/themselves transform by God's Speech therefore FREELY and, I repeat it, that takes the CHRIST for Mr. interior.

This obedience is a grant, but also an asceticism! Our Christian asceticism has for goal to free us of everything that parasitizes our monitoring of God's Speech. She/it must make we docile, capable to know us ourselves, capable to listen to the other, capable to listen to the Other Quite: GOD!

Naturally we don't know how to obey. Our monitoring is selective and we too often listen to that that we want to hear. We are slaves of our needs who polarize the desire! All our Christian asceticism has for goal to make us disciples of the Speech of God and servants who accomplish this Speech! Disciples we must learn to listen to all our to be, to accept, to understand everything that is told us, and for it to defeat our resistances, our fears that parasitize monitoring and we must like what is asked us.

How to say itself/themselves disciple of the Christ if we didn't learn to listen to all our to be, to want all our will, to follow of all our vital impetus the Will of God Père? Often this one crucifies and antagonize our natural spontaneity, the one of the child that takes refuge in the maternal breast, the one of the teenager that rebels and dispute, or the one of the slave that undergoes his/her/its master's will.

God's Speech opposes these spontaneous behaviors and in it it makes suffer. But at the same time she/it frees and makes grow. The disciple remains flexible and attentive. This attention is like a cordial waiting. It is about letting penetrate the Speech in us like a seed.

Saint Luc speaks of "those that listen to the Speech with a large and good" heart. to Listen with the heart means to let the Speech be born us, to germinate, to live, to develop itself/themselves like a seed, of it. She/it is not given us to increase our knowledge but to operate in us the birth of a new being, if having welcomed the Speech us put it in practice. She/it is offered us to transform our life today by the means of the obedience.

(Sharing: examples of witnesses… and sharing of personal experiences)

This teaching allows us to each to live better maybe or to deepen our obedience to the shepherdess of our Fraternity Lord Prayer!

Let's become free and obedient to serve the Royaune of Lord Prayer with Jesus our Love!

Lord makes us some small children all kids and humble! Rented you are Trinidad Saint! We adore you!

One hermit
Lent 2002
"Let's convert ourselves!"

Let's fix our looks on Jesus Crucifié and on His/her/its real Presence to the Saint-Sacrament…
and for those that want it, He/it offers the conversion of the heart!

During this fasting leave all frivolous or worldly preoccupation: let's reject faction and jealousy, all pride, all division.
Let's put a black veil on our TV
and instead, let's take conscience of those that lives close to us and let's be there attentive! Let's operate our forgiveness…

That our reduction of food permits a more incarnate prayer where one can sympathize in Truth with those that don't have the choice of their dishes. Instead the abundant food, manduquons the gospel!

The Fraternity Lord Prayer offers his/her/its fasting for:

- The Peace in each, in the world and to Middle East!
- That the victims of all disasters recover Bread and Peace!
- That the young have true witnesses from all over the world on their road!
- For our Saint Father Jean-Paul II and for the sanctification of our Church and for the unit of all!
- So that the Lord drives his/her/its Brigitte hermit to the fullness of his/her/its vocation!
- So that the Lord shapes according to His/her/its Will our Fraternity Lord Prayer!
- So that our near are driven to the happiness of life in Jesus!
- So that Our Lord grants, according to His/her/its Plan of love on each among us, our private intentions and those of all those that came or come to the Hamlet Abana!

"oh Jesus my Beloved! grant me to let purify you the inside of my cut so that you make your home of rest and joy there! That tear themselves rather my heart and his/her/its adulterous passions, that tears itself my heart because of the pain of your so mad Love that I refused. Come to learn me during these 40 days of desert in Union to your Cœur to die of love AS You!"

One hermit
Ticket January 2002
An emergency: "The rights of Dieu…et the "man's duties

It is necessary to admit it: it is everywhere the failure of the historic movement of the human rights that didn't know how to make to move back the strengths of the Pain nor to oppose the man's frightening exploitation efficiently by the man! We harvest the fruits of a world without God…
Nothing new under the sun, nor to Lebanon nor elsewhere! has 25 centuries, a contemporary of Confucius, Sun-Tsu, summarized how an intelligent chief can subjugate a country without effusion of blood. It is sufficient to know to corrupt the minds and to corrupt the depths of the unconscious while perfectly activating the machine to trick! Sun-Tsu condenses the psychological weapons thus to use:

"Discredit the Good - Compromise the chiefs - Shakes their faith - Book the to disdain - Disorganizes the authorities - Uses vile men - Sows the faction between the citizens - Excites the young against the old - Spill the lust - Ridicules the traditions - Disrupts restocking - are informed. »

For a long time already poison infiltrates everywhere for déstructurer the individuals and the peuples…Même song!
In 1968 in Paris, our revolt was maybe the result of a pain terrifiant/mortel / that is the one of the men of today: the spiritual emptiness!

Yes, my friends, let's dare to look at the reality in the face instead of accusing "the neighbors" always! Let's have courage to be afraid! Let's go back in ourselves…

The best of ourselves has faim…Ce that arrives today that is because of the downfall of the securities spiritual essentielles/Amour-art-religion /. The terroriste/le drogué/le suicide… chooses the death for lack of soul! The religion-as the politics - can become quickly a ritual, a game, a dry doctrine without divine friendship… a trade, when she/it is not lie! And there are the young in a total moral emptiness!
In each of us a potential terrorist is ready to attack! Lucifer us nargue…mais doesn't let him the last word!

Let's go therefore in a prayer of the heart and abandonment because it is this prayer of humility that makes of the difference a path of unit, in the faith in a community human of creation and resurrection. Let's put ourselves to the school of the other and let's live a reciprocal conversion! The love of the other is a path that goes until the sacrifice, until the tip! We have the duty to follow this path of Peace, of the love of God and the man in his/her/its differences,: each of us is a house of prayers, a Temple consecrated of the mind, a synagogue, a cathedral, a mosque, that is to say that we are built by and for God, a God of love and mercy and Patience…qui asks us to let it transform us of it Him! And if we become of the Christian in Truth and in acts, if we know how to give up everything that displeases to Jesus, if the acts that one puts reveal it Living, hey! well…! God asks the man to return him his/her/its right… Already the Pain is defeated by the Christ's Cross, then in recognition to our God crucified by Love for us, let's crucify on the Cross everything that dishonors it in our life! And so we won't expose Jesus and His/her/its Church to the ridicule! In the sky of my hermit's soul dedicated (the 2/2/2001 in the apostolic Vicariat of the Latin in Jeita / Lebanon) lives itself the communion of the saints where Moslem and Christian meet Son of a same Father! Since 16 years my life is an alliance of fire between the Christ's Cœur, my heart and Lebanon wounded!

In the name of our God Unique become TOGETHER ALL the living stones of the civilization of the love where each man is welcomed, recognized and beloved as he is and always let ourselves transform by an authentic prayer! Become tenderness! To pray and to Like in truth, it is all ONE!

One hermit
Teaching January 2002
Eucharistique worship

What is the worship?

The worship is the attitude of the one that gets in presence of God and let himself seize by his/her/its splendor, his/her/its wisdom and his/her/its love infinities. Besides, in the worship we are in truth owing God: so we recognize His/her/its all power and let's accept our own smallness.

What is the worship eucharistique?

It get in presence of Jesus, really present in his/her/its Body and in his/her/its Blood under the appearances of bread that has been dedicated to the Mass: the Saint Sacrament. In it, it is the place privileged of the worship.

How to adore?

The worship doesn't require any complicated technique. It is about getting merely before the Saint Sacrament, to mean by a gesture of respect that we recognize to be owing God, to look at it, to tell Jesus that one likes It and to let itself/themselves like by Him.
Did the vicar of Ars interrogate one of his/her/its parishioners one day who came to pass regularly of the time owing Jesus: "That make yourselves there? ", does he ask him. The man answered: "He/it informs me and I inform it". "don't hesitate to tell Jesus that you even like It without feeling it, it is the means surest to attract It. " Saint Theresa of the child-Jesus.

Why adore?

To adore is essential for four main reasons:
-  d'abord, to return to God the glory that is Him, because He/it is God.

- then to return to God love for Love. He/it doesn't have says to Saint Marguerite-Marie in Paray-Le-Monial: "I am thirsty, but of a thirst so ardent to be liked of the men to the Saint Sacrament, that this thirst consumes me; and I don't find no one that endeavors to refresh me."

- then, because it is the most expensive desire of God to find some worshippers in mind and in truth to be able to spill his/her/its Love in fullness. (Cf. Jean 4, 23)

- finally, because the worship transforms us and allows God's love thus to spill in fullness". The church and the world have a big need of the cult eucharistique. Jesus waits for us in this sacrament of the love. don't refuse the time to be going to meet It in the worship, in the contemplation full of faith and open to repair the serious offenses and the offenses of the world. That quits our worship" never. (Jean-Paul II, "Dominicæ cenæ")

What are the fruits of the worship?

We put a real act of faith while recognizing that Jesus is present in the host. For the one that wants to see God, it is the means the simplest and most direct. So to adore the Saint-Sacrament increases our faith.

Besides, to adore the Christ who suffered by love for us, transform our life; indeed how not to be upset before so much love? Also, because the worship made us enter in the Christ's intimacy, is this his/her/its Life and his/her/its Feelings that become gradually ours.

Please the Blissful Elisabeth of the Trinidad

"Oh my God, Trinidad that I adore, help me to forget me entirely to establish me you of it, immobile and restful as if already my soul was in the eternity; that nothing can disturb my peace nor can make come me out of You, oh my Unchangeable, but that every minute carries away me farther in the depth of your mystery. Pacify my soul, make your sky, your beloved home and the place of your rest of it. That I never let You only, but that I am quite there, entire, awakened in my faith, all adore, all livery to your creative action."

Lettere e gli insegnamenti 2003

 

Souls Friends in Lebanon (April 2003)

Here are the very advanced year 2003 and the burn of love that devour my heart, painful but happy, push myself to speak you, to you my friends in Lebanon that has my life since already 17 years. The blood of my heart and my eyes will be here the wine of my words.

Your destiny became mine. Yes, since ten seven years, my life became an alliance of fire between the Christ's heart, my heart and Lebanon wounded. I risk to surprise you while confessing you, with the passing of a daily sometimes very difficult, that my Moslem friends, Khalid+Fawaz+Haissam… comforted me and taught to express my faith in answer of opening or abandonment to God. And in the sky of my hermit's soul lives itself the communion of the saints where Moslem and Christian meet Son of a same father!

So today, the "the hermitage Lord Prayer" achieves this mad hope, the one of our meeting, Moslem and Christian believers, to walk together toward the beyond the visible difference, toward the ultimate communion of the earth promised,.

How to get to the school of the other and to live a reciprocal conversion? The love of the other is a path that goes until the sacrifice, until the tip. We have the duty to follow this path of peace, of the love of God and the man in his/her/its differences,: each of us is a house of prayers, a temple consecrated of the mind, a synagogue, a cathedral, a mosque, that is to say that we are built by and for God.

To pray and to Like in truth, it is all One! Let's come then from it to a common Speech. Many Moslem would like to make the Jewish and the Christian hear the pressing invitation that God confided them in the Koran to the intention of people of the Book: "oh people of the Book, Come some to a common Speech between us and you." (3, 64).

Jean-Paul II himself invites us to this true dialogue with our Moslem brothers, without ambiguousness nor syncrétisme,: "They have as you Abraham's faith in the unique God, All Powerful, and Merciful".

Let's go therefore in a prayer of the heart and abandonment because it is this prayer of humility and that makes of the difference a path of unit, in the faith in a community human of creation and resurrection.

Such is the mind of "the hermitage Lord Prayer": to learn to liv